Thursday, July 06, 2006

Another day

I'm upset that I have eczema. I know that's random, but my arms are SO broken out right now. It makes me feel so self concious, especially when it affects my face. Hmm... i don't know what to do. Today is my last day of work before the weekend of Virgina. I'm excited to go see Matt's family again. I really am starting to feel like more of an adult...it's good. These are random thoughts, but that's okay. Last night was good. Matt and I went out to the Cheesecake factory and then came home and played around for a little bit. WE always have such a good time beging goofy together. It's about time to go into work. I suppose I could go in a little early. Hmm... well more later.

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

It's been a long time...

It's been a long time since I wrote in this blog. I now attend Flagler college and am earning my degree in Spanish and Elementary Education. I still live in St. Augustine, FL. Close to my sweetheart Matt. It's very hard being so far away from my family and I really think that that is starting to become an issue in my life. I have to make a decision between the man I love and the family i grew up with. It's a strange feeling.
I just got back from two months in Costa Rica...where I learned a lot about myself and my character. i learn a lot of things about me that I want to change, but they will take effort to do so.
I am now working at Harry's Seafood bar and grill. Not the biggest fan, but the money is good and some of the people are very cool. I wish they swore less.
I think I'm going to try to write in this thing again. maybe nobody will read it, maybe that's for the best. All I know is right now I am searching for who I am in this world and where I am going...and writing may help me find that a little sooner.